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Believe in us

よこそ (Yokoso)


[*] Be sincere
[^^] Always smile from within
[♥ ] Believe in miracles

信じるひと ひと (shinjiro hito)


§tëphänï£ aka honeydew
18 years old
31 Aug 1990
Singapore Poly
Diploma in Accountancy

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Understanding life
Hanging out with friends
Swimming
Bowling
Going to the beach
Seeing the sunset


To be a joy to be ard
To be a better person
To be always happi
To be more outspoken
To get As for MST
To be able to keep my frenx in poly:)
To be able to keep mi existing frenx
For daddy to watch his diet
To be able to have a good time as CSCC sub com member LOLs To be able to c those ard me happi
To be able to make a difference in ppl's life
Be surrounded by ppl who love me n who i love
To have a smooth sailing sucessful carreer
To give back to society when i retire
To love myself more

Uniquely me♥


The one and only Stephanie

The best and most cheery girl in the world cannot be seen or even touched but can be felt with the truest heart.


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jocelyn
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Sunday, January 11, 2009
can you see my effort.. please.

I really tried to be the best daughter i know how but i know i failed terribily.. i dunno what to say. Maybe my actions don't reflect my intentions...i'm not sure.. but i really tried but it seems it doesn't meet your standards.

The blanket is not folded nice enough or dunno what.. haix.. i dunno wad i did wrong. Asking a simple question makes u irritated.Trying my best to be someone u can rely on...

Guess the recession is putting pressure on dad and mum that almost everything i do displeases them.

Kinda feel bad that at this age... i dun think i am of any help.. still bad at housework n cooking..n not workin..results aren't g8 either.

Feels horrible.... no matter how i try i'll always not meet ur standards of a good daughter.

then i can only try harder...

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Friday, January 9, 2009
I should try harder

I'll do a little update on my life for now=)

Dad lost his temper again as usual. Seems like a pretty bad flu and spending on $200 on medical bills today made him cranked up. I didn;t answer to the hurting comments he said abt me n dear CSCC but then i know he's really stressd. O man! i shd realy study hard n not make him worry so much! I guess i have to try to accomodate more! I mean i have a different sequence n way of doing stuff, but daddy just won't accept my explainations and insist on his own view of my actions though i explain my intentions to him. He just believes i'm tt lousy or bad.. haix... and sometimes never even give me the chance to prove otherwise.

Sometimes it feels like ur confidence has been given a rude shake. No more words left to say.
I'll try to be better !!

I used to think that my dad didn't support me with whatever i want do. Well at least sincerely. Most of the time it was degratory comments or " I don't think you can".

I don't wish to elaborate but i doubt my dad ever really listens to what i tell him. In the end its useless to try to explain your actions. Maybe what i do doesn't seem mainstream but well it is to me. HAHA.

Sometimes i wish he would really sit down n maybe just encourage me with al his heart instead of always doubting my abilities. i have many aspirations and drive to do something but usually i dare not bring it up to him.

I'm usually more likely to tell my mummy.But sometimes i dun either. HAHA. I shd learn to let my views be known to them without angering them or huring their feelings~~

I shall find a way~! Soon! WEE~~~~~~

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her sweet memory was written @ 11:31 PM

Sunday, January 4, 2009
Journey to self discovery.

Its really fast! 2008 gone in a flash~! It was a super great year with ups and downs. Today i learnt many things. New ideas in this new year. New dreams new realizations?

Recently i have been asking myself what i want in life? What was i working for? Did what i did to in my CCA really help people become happier even for a while? Was it a short term gratifaction that i wanted or did i wanted to be part of their life? What did i want to do at home? Am i really a good daughter and grand daughter? Am i even a good person?

Am i the person who i really want to be? When i look in the mirror is it ME? Is this ME who i want to be?

Something in me told me there was something in my life i wanted to change.
During the last few days of 2008 i have been trying to find out what. This left me often deep in thought. The last few days were rather tiring for me. Though i did nothing i just felt really tired.
I couldn't focus on anything i did. It was terrible. Everytime someone talked to me nothing much made sense and i preferred to stay quiet.Kinda was in a dream like daze. I supposed Tiffany noticed and my sec sch friends too.

Today it seems to have gotton better.
After some thought, i realised that when i looked into the mirror i wanted to see someone worthwhile. I'll have to think through what i really want in life. Like where i'm heading. I realise i'm just different. I just can't accept the fact to just appreciate everyday of my life. I need to find my purpose and appreciate everything along the way to self discovery. This is just the way i am and i realised DENYING that would just kill me for who I AM.

I want to walk through life knowing i had made a difference. A small one to people who i really care for.. for people at large. I want to at least have an idea its ME i want to see in the mirror and i want to find out WHO is ME.

Its time for a change. To find more confidence in myself. To smile n believe the person i see in the mirror.

And i realised to be ME i have to first believe in me.

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