Layout: Saturday, July 25, 2009
LALA=D
Many stuff at home. Make my heart a bit heavy.
Theres a knot in my heart
Been silent all friday.
Didn't seem to hear anything.
Finally understand cost a bit better. hehe.
Class was hyper.
But i wasn't listening to the joke.
Still it was nice to see the class filled with laughter yes?
I'm such a blessed girl
I still can hear the laughter of my classmates^^
Thinking of my sister my deeply respected uncle(almost like a father to me), my mum my dad my aunt(not direct) who passed on. About how i am going to face the days further down which seems so tough. The many things which i wun write here=D
Sometimes i feel tired at everything that happens but hey! time to stand up and get going.
Get going get going! Today woke up with a smile. Life is still beautiful in many ways.
I thought of the people i love. The people i treasure. The people who are around me.
My sister. I really love her very much. I'll never give up on her!
Dear sister you must never never give up on yourself. Please don't misplace the love i have for you. I'm praying that you won't trail down the path of destruction. Everyone gets tired. Don't blame our parents you putting you down. They are very stressed. They argue too. Dear sister there is many things you don't understand. Be more sensible. Everyone is facing a lot of pressure especially our parents. Theres still a long line of worries.U noe? Grandma and many more ppl to take care of.
Dear Uncle _____ though you will never read this but i hope hope hope i will see you come down from the staircase once again. Want to see u full of life again. 10 years already! Time flies! When i was just nine, i remember the hope you gave me then. The tears i cried alone seem to evaporate into smokes of smiles when you assured me daddy would be fine. Somehow i feel sad that you are unwell now. Because i miss seeing ur smile. After doing all u can for others... i just like seeing u happy from the sidewalk because u are always so busy with business and family i rather wish u all the best from aside. U may not remember the girl who u gave hope to 10 years ago. But all i want is for u walk down the stairs like before and be received with the love of ur family u love so much.
=X=~!
Mugging taxation the whole day. Classifiying tax deductibles and taxable haha. read thru 2xs le. Hope i will do well for tax. At least pass.
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Mentoring was fun. haha. Met Sharon after discussing FF project. around 1 pm. Next wed shd be mugging tax alone bahs. haha. Posted to Qifa. HAHA. Had this feedback thing to write after the session. write a bit too much. HAHAHA. next time i going to write 1 line only. LOL.
But anyways my mentee was rather easy to teach. From 1st impression a nice and pleasant girl.Thoughtful too i guess.
Luckily no one hear me when i teach her. Cux as usual i'm too honest. My strength and weakness. =D I was like hey u dun like maths? Maths is tough ya. Me also dun like maths but hey with practice it ain't that bad. You must do your best ya?
Hmm you look tired? You ended school at 11 plus? I ended mine at 10am! i understand u r tired. When you cannot tahan tell me ok?I can always talk to you about other things.
Hey i think ur goals are reasonable eh. I'm proud of you. HAHA. I really am. She aimed 60 plus for almost everything except malay. And i said. I'm sorry i can't teach u malay. cux i dunno
She just laughed. She's such a sweet girl=D
My mentee was the sort who wouldn't tell you if she needed to pee or if she didn't understand anything. She was the guai guai sort who like dolphins cux they r friendly. Something i wasn't expecting. I was expecting a ZHEN SHI BU GUAI type but no eh.
So you can imagine my surprise.
Another surprise was when her friend who refused to speak suddenly talked a lot.( She just handed me an envelope. den threw a big book of photos on my lap.)Especially since we were at the same table. I had tried to talk to the girl but she didn't respond too. Her mentor did feel lost at what to do with her. i can emphatize with that cux my reading buddy in the past was like that. But its ok that girl's mentor!( I can rmb ur face bt nt ur name PS) Man Man lai jiu hao=D she wil slowly open up de. But maybe really very slow la. <3
Anyway she was talking a lot about her family to me. Telling me the stories of each picture. And then suddenly she said.:My parents are divorced. Feeling: stunned tio. So i asked her: Do you still see your parents. she just nodded her head. Maybe that's why she so quiet.
My mentee was yawning away. HAHA. Tiring to be a monitress?she said gt 3 boys in her class very noisy hard to control. Den she a bit stressed. When u become older small problems like this seem so cute.
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Time to go home. Didn't really noe wad the time was. Sharon was walking another way. She GOT STRAIGHT BUS HOME. win already. HAHA. sharon jia you! hope u do well in SP!
So bused back with other mentors. Realised YanLing is a nice girl. =D damn cute her siblings one prettier than the other one. LOL.
Henry was talking abt all sorts of scandals in mentoring. HAHA. ah yo zhen shi de. Bt it was gd entertainment since i'm the damn busybody type. Still not as many scandal as Come seek couple club. HAHA.
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Did FF tutorials when i got home. 8pm. managed to do eh. Wa. Surprising eh. Jia you steph! Sam did the presentation on a question that i found was different from the rest n did catch me a bit off guard. But later on suddenly gt it le. Cux i paid attention. Den later dunno wad muz use algebra de! omg. Imagine. How can the people in my class be so smart? In the end i dun understand wad he is saying. But ok la. Teacher de i get it. HAHA.
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Hui fen finally got her letter of approval. =D she posted to East spring=D. Wa damn happy. If she didn't get the letter i think i wud die from self blame. Shes my bestie (0ne of) imgaine if she was unhappy i wud be too. Wa fen! abt 7 yrs le ya! haha.
Finally FAITH IS THE LIGHT THAT SHINES IN YOUR HEART WHEN ITS DARK ALL AROUND! HAHA.
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her sweet memory was written @ 9:29 PM