Layout: Sunday, July 26, 2009
The wind against my face=D
SP can be really nice at times. Its windy here- at the engineering block( Our hangout section) . The cool breeze is really luring me to sleep. It seems to be singing a soft and almost inaudible lullabye...
I finally bought a shampoo suitable for my hair type. Finally an end to oily looking hair RIGHT AFTER washing my hair. Worth the nice smell and refreshed feeling. The cost? about $7. Its worth making life smell better right? =D
Last night i was having a heart to heart talk with my parents. I'm so glad i finally got it off my chest. I'm so sorry papa and mama.. i 'm not really brillant and all these years you gave me an education and i repay you with such lousy results=(.You noe when i first got my results i wasn't unhappy. I just felt so sorry that you couldn have high hopes on me like what other parents can dream thier kids to be. Lawyers la, doctors la , accountants la. Haha. next time hope you have a smarter kid kk=D
But you didn't scold me. After failing cost accounts at 30 marks, you said you understand that Maths and accountancy don't go with me. You asked me not to be too hard on myself. For the first time i saw u were proud that i tried. Struggling through since secondary 3. Especially with Maths. You said you couldn;t understand that after trying so hard i still wasn't able to produce my tutorial. You asked me to ask people for help. And i'm lost i dunno where to start. But i guess things are FINALLY starting to make sense to me. Why is it so hard to pay attention in lecture and tutorials? Dad you just kept quiet cux u always knew i suck at such stuff.
Guess we've gone a long way to accept this.=D That i won;t be some career woman. So i told you the truth of my plans- if i cannot go to university to take FASS i would join NIE to be a teacher. Both you and mum just smiled. You said you were proud of my decision and that's all i really need now=D.
Shall study really hard for taxation=D And pack my table after thur.
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her sweet memory was written @ 4:13 PM