♥ You'll always be my baby

Believe in us

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[*] Be sincere
[^^] Always smile from within
[♥ ] Believe in miracles

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§tëphänï£ aka honeydew
18 years old
31 Aug 1990
Singapore Poly
Diploma in Accountancy

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Helping people
Shopping
Blogging
Understanding life
Hanging out with friends
Swimming
Bowling
Going to the beach
Seeing the sunset

To be a joy to be ard
To be a better person
To be always happi
To be more outspoken
To get As for MST
To be able to keep my frenx in poly:)
To be able to keep mi existing frenx
For daddy to watch his diet
To be able to have a good time as CSCC sub com member LOLs To be able to c those ard me happi
To be able to make a difference in ppl's life
Be surrounded by ppl who love me n who i love
To have a smooth sailing sucessful carreer
To give back to society when i retire
To love myself more

Uniquely me♥

The one and only Stephanie

The best and most cheery girl in the world cannot be seen or even touched but can be felt with the truest heart.

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Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Lost and gone.

I miss things as they were . I know this is never gonna come back.

The same thing that gave me hope shattered it.

Sometimes i feel a little sad that things have turned out the way it has.

Sometims i think of the times we spent together..

Was it just a dream?

Its just pointless already.

Now i really want someone to hold me tightly.

Is there really nothing that will nv stay the same.

Even somethin like this?

I really thought it was something beautiful

Now all that is left is memories and photos.

Labels: something close to my heart

her sweet memory was written @ 12:05 AM

Sunday, March 8, 2009

SMU's open house

Today i went to SMU's open house with Eunice. hehe.Went to find out a lot about accountancy. It seems that the dream is coming back. SMU has a really broad based ciriculum and provided a holistic education. Located in the city and with a small n interactive class of 40-50 students, what's not to like about it?

But then... Class participation is realy important as well as brains.. i'm nt sure if i have even either 1. Can i really be a student there? LOLS. hahha. Well 2 years more to learn n grow in Poly.

I'll grab every opportunity to learn n grow. To express my views n be outspoken. ( No matter what CSCC has given be a chance to explore the outspoken part of me)-- i'm sure i can go farther. Jia you stef! Dare to dream n believe!

Weakness that i should change:

Be more self disciplined
Be more self driven
Always be optimistic
Treasure people around me more
Dare to love my dream.

Today i heard about how stressful Uni life can be. I'm really hoping i can go to Uni . Either NTU or SMU's school of accountancy. I have another dream besides being an accountant. But i have the time to dream...

I shall find out more during my 2 years more with SP.

Speech , occupational therapist and accountancy.. i'll see what's my calling. Finding out more during my breaks and stuff. haha.

Life can be beautiful if you have a goal, a dream.

It feels good to be young, to have the power to fly and dream.

I used to think as we grow older dreams get farther.Its true.. but now i believe it to a lesser extent.

Your dream is only as big as you think it is. Believe in your dreams and at least try b4 deciding what's the next best step=D

Until then i shall study real hard , get a good GPA.

Labels: =D

her sweet memory was written @ 8:50 PM

WHY?

Where is the dream ?
where is my drive ?
where is my identity ?
Where have i gone to?

Why am i so confused?
What is wrong with me?
Where is my focus?
Will someone understand me?

Why am i still so lost!!

Sometimes i cry
Sometimes i smile
Sometimes i get lost
Many times i can't find myself.
Maybe i think too much
But its necessary.

I believe in a better tomorrow.
Today i struggle for tomorrow's happiness.
Stephanie pls believe in yourself.

Labels: Random

her sweet memory was written @ 12:03 AM

Friday, March 6, 2009

FO Pub! U r welcome to have a drink!

today went to meet Xin yi to do Fo publication stuff. YES the quotations r all down and and the proposal done le! WEEE... YAY!!! Hang in there Publications~! We can do it. i hope i can survive the long long camp. I hope i will be happy throughout the camp. I wish i will not be forgotten. I wish i will be safe before/during/after nightwalk. I hope all these come true. Ok YAY! Pls make my wish come true. HAHAHHAHA LOL. tml gt training. lalala.

Labels: CSCC

her sweet memory was written @ 9:27 PM

I miss..

I miss CS events... I miss the whole CS going tgt like the past. I Miss the aspiration kids. I miss being a befriender( though i didn do vv well)i miss the children and elderly. I miss dancing with them.. i miss dancing like a fool and rushing the stuff. Giving speeches last minute. I miss volunteering. HAHA.Its ok! i'll find time to do them again! juz be happy n treasure the present!

O man.. But i'm tired. and i 'm really tired because i can't sleep well. Its frustrating. its my silly excuses. I really think those that can still help people even when they are really busy are people i really take my hat off to. HAha like the youth leader i read in Teenage.. haha..

AND GUESS WHAT! the ice cream man just left. O MAN! my potong ice cream. My childhood ice cream.... i wan potong red bean ice cream...

Labels: Random

her sweet memory was written @ 8:32 PM

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Outing with cheeze

Today i went out with Cheese( Meng Xi). Talked about lotsa things. HAHA. wonder what will happen after we step down. Haha. Cheese thinks a lot like me=) HAHA. Good to have a good friend who thinks like me HAHHA. We went to take a card print. Is that what you call it?

And then we were both OMG! Dunno what to press then we anyhow press the buttons. HAHAHHA. Then we were there thinking about what posts to have. We put 3 dollars worth of coins and then we both OMG wad pose! den we went out of the booth to c pictures of people posing HAHAHA. LOLS. den the machine kp going: PLS MAKE UR SELECTION.

But we didn't care. LOLS. haha. den we didn't nnoe what to select and we ended up selecting dunno what. But guess what! the picture turned out really nice( Cux gt Cheeze n Aya--me)

Its a big teddy bear hugging both of us. its really kawaii!! It has both our names and we had it laminated.

After that we chatted till 7.20 b4 i went to meet another friend to sign up for Japan n Korean Hip hop dance at the RC. Cost me $65 for 10 sessions. Hope i'm nt so flexibility impaired. LOLS.

Thats all for now! i'll upload the pic when i have time WEEE...

Labels: CSCC~ friends

her sweet memory was written @ 10:45 PM

1 litre of tears

Only human

Kanashimi no mukou kishi ni
Hohoemi ga aru toiu yo
Kanashimi no mukou kishi ni
Hohoemi ga aru to iu yo
Tadori tsuku sono saki ni wa
Nani ga bokura wo matteru?
Nigeru tame ja naku yume ou tame ni
Tabi ni deta hazusa tooi natsu no ano hi
Ashita sae mieta nara tame iki mo nai kedo
Nagare ni sakarau fune no you niIma wa mae he susume
Kurushimi no tsukita basho ni
Shiawase ga matsu toiu yo
Boku wa mada sagashite iru
Kisetsu hazure no himawari
Kobushi nigirishime asahi wo mateba
Akai tsume ato ni namida kirari ochiru
Kodoku ni mo nareta nara
Tsuki akari tayori ni
Hane naki tsubasa de tobi tatou
Motto mae he susume
Amagumo ga kireta nara
Nureta michi kagayaku
Yami dake ga oshiete kureru
Tsuyoi tsuyoi hikari
Tsuyoku mae he susume

Its a really beautiful song.

In English it means

On the other side of sadness, it is said that there is a smile
Before that arrives, what is waiting for us?
It’s not that I’m trying to run awayit’s to chase after my dreams
I’m supposed to have left on a journey that faraway summer day
If I could even see tomorrow
I wouldn’t sigh
Going against the flow like a boat
Right now, I am heading toward the past
In a place where pain ran out,it is said that happiness awaits
I’m still searchinga sunflower out of season
My fists grasp tightly
If I wait for the morning sunafter red fingernailstears fall
If I grew accustomed even to isolation
Relying on moonlight
I’ll fly away with wings lacking a shuttlecockmore, I’m heading toward the past
If a rain cloud burstedthe wet road shines
It only teaches me darknessstrong, strong lightstrongly, I’m heading toward the past ( got it from
(http://fantasii-lyrics.blogspot.com/2006/10/k-only-human.html) =D

So sad yet so nice. Aya is such a strong girl. Its hard to be like her. Spinocerebellar Atrophy is such a cruel disease and kills slowly and painfully. Worse of all it doesn't affect the mind at all. Its a real cruel disease.
Sometimes the human sprit can be so strong.

The show 1 litre of tears is really sad but the saddest thing is that is based on a true story of 15 yr old Aya...a time where dreams r budding..

Aya has taught me much-- treasure every moment in life. As a 18 yr old sometimes i always think i have absolutely lotsa time but in fact everyday should be lived to the fullest. Sometimes i put off important things to me. Cux i dun dare or too lazy or i think i still have time.
Sometimes we shoukd stop in our tracks and see what is really important to us.=D

Labels: something close to my heart

her sweet memory was written @ 10:22 PM

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