Layout: Tuesday, February 12, 2008
Soul searching Session
Currently my name is Stephanie. Basically i am a person who has 2personalities. Usually, i am a person who prefers others to start a conversation not because i cannot but because i prefer it like that. People who start conversations with me make me feel more comfortable( Usually; there are exceptions). Another thing about me is that i like to think about things and human behaviour. I like to analyse people. People are interesting when they aren't harbouring evil thoughts.^^I like to take stock of my life and remeber important things in my life, remember things my friends and family told me that i will cherish forever. I need to have a direction in life before i can be motivated.I also like to be with my friends and family but we do not necessarily have to talk. I just like the presence and space. I like them to remember i apppreciate them so i like to send e-greetings though most ppl probobaly don't bother to open them but its okays^^. I like to buy food back for my family too or buy sometink affordable for mi sister when i can afford it. I like to hug things like a bag or something but i dun't usually do tt unless i'm with my close friends.
I am also a person who keeps mostly to myself and i do not usually tell people what i am thinking because in my opinion no one will really understand me anyway. So its pointless.Though i might try to tell some of my close friends .It's ok. I mean i can't really expect people to understand me considering that i think a lot.Haha. If people knew what i was thinking they might think i'm weird, so i dun't wanna risk losing mi frenx Bah.^^ I also like to be prepared for the worst n pray for the best.
I am also an introvert by nature..but i do not hide my feelings and am not talkative by nature. Although i may not express my opinions but i express my emotions freely but sometimes i can control my emtions and refrain from showing what i really feel. I can smile sadly n u wun even noe. NICE. HAHA.
My 2nd nature which is also me but not the me that i'm most comfortable as.Is the one who starts conversation and decides things very easily and quickly( i am not exactly like that , i like to think and be very clear about what i want).It is also the me that looks like i can easily make friends that i'm comfortable with and the one who people tend to think will have had a BF b4.
BUT in fact i am more of the 1st as u can c. But i love both of my selevs since different ppl like me for mi different selves. Well i respind differently to different ppl.N i tink most ppl r like tt too. Its normal. I'm normal too bt mi opinions may make me seem different or even weird whatever, just not,NOT abnormal. yeah. ^^
*claps claps*
Labels: psychology
her sweet memory was written @ 12:08 AM